Alone Time with my Heart.

Welp, it's now 5:40 AM. I've been up since 1:30 AM. Within these past 4 hours, I've learned to stand up for myself and say no to horny guys. I learned life is more than getting the guy. I learned I want to explore the world. I planned a trip to Spain. I discovered my life song. Caught up with an old friend. I realized I am loving who I'm becoming. Truly loving it. I also came to the conclusion that when you put two forgiving, accepting, non-judgmental people together, you've got the perfect pair of love birds. Oh, the benefits of being alone with my heart.

Let it go and Wait.

Just let it go and wait. I've done all that I can with all that I have. Now is the time to wait. Whatever is supposed to happen will surely happen. Provision is perfect. These statements of truth are what get me through my day. As soon as I let all the worrying go, I felt a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. Besides the pregnancy weight. That's still there :)

I've got 17 weeks left. Crazy. My life is changing every day. This journey has been one I will never forget. It's like I'm living a story I would read about in a novel. It's an emotional roller coaster. Learning something new every single day. Just when I think I've learned all I can, life throws another lesson at me. I'm blessed to be able to learn and grow in so many ways I didn't know were possible. Everything is going to be okay.

Life; you have been rough on me. But I'm grateful for the challenges. They're making me strong. Thank you.